Life, it’s a funny thing

Is it just me or do you feel like you’re always at a crossroads?! Except I’m almost never literally at one — I think I create in my head. All thanks to me (over)thinking about life.

Am I where I pictured myself years ago? If not, is that such a bad thing? I need would like more money. What if I don’t pass the NY bar exam… again? Why can’t I make time for a 30-minute workout everyday? Maybe it’d be easier if my commute wasn’t so darn long. I miss my 1/2 hour commute and doorman-building living in Chicago. We were so far from family, though. How is it that people make a living off their blog? I wish the cruddy stock market wasn’t affecting my 401K right now. Why is the housing market in Brooklyn so ridiculous? I hope we can find a place before we have the baby. I hope the baby is proud of us. I love planning my baby shower–yep I don’t want people planning it for me. The baby registry is so fun! Oh my goodness we. are. having. a. baby. We have approximately 5 months to get prepared AKA grow up into really adult-ish adults. 

And then I snap out of it. I write a mental list of goals — short term and long term. I promise to tackle them and I try to relax. I remember that I am an adult. There is so much good in my life. I remind myself of that — and that I am where I am meant to be. I remind myself that we are fortunate to have each other, our health and our loved ones.